Today I’ve felt so odd, but gradually as I start doing things I’ve been wanting to do for so long, I’m beginning to feel normal and a little bit more excited about the future. I’m reading a book i’ve been waiting ages to read, i went to the library and stocked up on design and art books - because after handing back all of my school library books my shelves felt really bare. I think i’m just a bit emotionally jet lagged, but I’m remembering all of the plans I’ve been making in my head, and i know that soon i’ll start to feel happy, and a little sad it’s all over but mostly really happy.